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MBK picbomb

Rested until 3pm, then met up with some friends from Malta/Sweden at Mbk where we spent daytime with food court, shopping and purikura! Got out really late, so I don't have so much to talk about this day. But I do have pictures :)

You might think I'm hanging around in Mbk a bit too often. Maybe. I've mostly been hanging around Khao San, MBK and Soi 11 theese last 3 days I've been here. And tomorrow, I'll go on a absolutely spontaneous trip by train to north, Chiang Mai!

2013-02-08 @ 19:01:18 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Too much inspiration. Give me my camera and pens!

Well. Here I am, alone, sippin' on a bit whiskey at 5 in the morning while my owlboy is sleeping. Why aren't I beside him? I'm not sure. I've been looking at inspo pictures, and got drawn into full inspiration - both with my drawing art and the tiny bit of modeling I did while I still lived in Sweden. And I miss it so bad! I can't really draw now since I don't have any proper paper, so I went on with just studying photographs instead - which made me completely crazy about it. Distraction backfired heh. I got so many ideas, such desire to stand in front (and behind) the camera, it's driving me mad!! I've been really bad with being creative lately (10months?). I need my camera. I need proper drawing equipment (only the paper now lol. But I'm picky). I need my portfolio. I need those marterial things to even be able to start again at all. But I left those in Sweden lol.

I dunno what I want to express with this post. I just wanted to say hi again I guess. I'm thinking of trying to find a good photographer and have some fun again. I mean, I''m not a top model or such, but hey. I enjoy it. Even though I can feel a bit awkward with a total stranger, in the end; it's nice. It's something with the capturing. I don't know. I just feel.

Let's say hi to some old pictures, for the sake of ol' times:

2013-01-21 @ 06:37:26 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Breakfast place no1

I just wanted to show you guys my favourite café in Mdina, and why it's my favourite place for a breakfast date. It is a bit of a hassle to go there if you have limited time, but I would say that he bus tour on around 30 minutes doesn't matter; The view from Fontanella café in Mdina is FUCKING gorgeous, and it hits me every single time.

You know how pictures tend to kind of flatten the image in comparison to reality?
Shame that this pic is so small, but... Fuck yeah. Let's go have breakfast guys.

2012-12-28 @ 11:54:00 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Mdina Medieval town

Niklas was here to visit me in Malta for 10 days, and of course we had to visit incredibly beautiful Mdina. It's crazy that we still had suuuch lovely weather in November, still amazed. Of course the winter is approaching even us now, but a little rain from time to time beats freakin -30 celsius degrees any day. Oh my Niklas, must've been horrible to fly back to cold, icy Swedish autumn </3

2012-11-20 @ 02:45:00 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

The silly night-post

The time is half past 5am, and I'm not tired. It seems like I lack the ability to feel sleepy if I'm not in bed, too often not even when. I wonder why. Not only about the sleepyness, I totally lack this feeling of wanting to come home, sit down, relax and just.. take it easy. Not doing anything. I would love that. I would love the ability to be able to just do nothing. But no. Instead, whenever I don't have anything to occupy myself with, I get lost. Confused, sometimes even depressed. Believe it or not, but I guess I'm a too big thinker whenever I don't do something. Me, thinker? Hahahahahahahaha. I'm surprised that I even manage to count to ten really (oh my god, really had to try first haha).

But yeah. I don't even know what point I had with this post. Might aswell be a distraction, at least I'm doing... something. Bah. I'll hand myself in for my thoughts to eat me before I fall in a physically well-needed sleep (like I should've done hours ago). I can't really understand how I can still feel somehow good, working 9-10 hours a day, drinking more or less every day and not sleeping even close to enough. I wake up, all by myself, after 4-5hours of sleep, more and more often lately. 1-2 nights a week; nightmares for no reason. Even lost weight (wait, is that really bad? ehehehe ;D). What the fuck, am I some kind of terminator for not feeling dead tired and all worn out? How can I have this much energy in my body? Am I a duracell bunny? I don't even feel particulary depressed. I just feel like some kind of jellyfish, floating around. And no, I don't really know what I'm talking about right now. Am I drunk? High? Hm... No. But hey, what the fuck's up then? Oh yeah. I'm alone with my head again. Dammit

Oh man, it's embarassing to even whine over such a simple thing that doesn't really matters for someone else. Feels like I got too many voices in my head: I feel like a silly, stupid teen again and again and again, all over, GODDAMNIT STOP IT NOW YOU SILLY ARSE

2012-10-05 @ 05:11:00 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (93) Trackbacks ()

New top from New look

Time to try out the new top I bought in New Look for the heat here in Malta!

It's cute and awesoooomeeeee ♥

2012-07-01 @ 16:58:19 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Still nothing

Still nothing from the creative side, but it feels like it's slowly coming back to me after theese 2 months of absence. Inspiration (depression?) is starting to catch up so it shouldn't be too long time til I find my way back to the pens again.

Overall, when I'm not living my life and being happy, I worry much about past things I left

for good in Sweden. Had to move on though, even now. Just gonna take some time I guess.

2012-05-29 @ 22:51:55 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Soon off abroad!

Ohmygod, Tora arrived to Hällefors today, and it's soon time to move our asses to MALTA!!

2012-03-26 @ 00:18:03 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Just them cats

While waiting for the travel times to start, I give u the most interesting

moment of yesterday: Katla goes Yoda and Kirke holds a fork.

2012-02-24 @ 14:22:20 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

The whole-day breakfast

Haven't done much lately, been to the hospital and afterwards I had to take it easy. I'm afraid to use my left arm, so I haven't really been able to draw properly... But sometimes it's nice filling the day with a looong breakfast and a good movie.

2012-01-15 @ 15:00:33 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Cat's back

We've found Katla today. She was hiding in our guest room, and

had probably been running around in the house at night. Phew...

Here's a pic from when them catz were hiding behind our tv :'D

2012-01-03 @ 13:20:20 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Kitteh got named, Katla got lost

We decided to name them Kirke and Katla (as the dragon in the swedish tale ''Bröderna Lejonhjärta''). U know why I choose Kirke, but not the reason for Katla - yet! The first day, she sat under the radiator and growled for herself and well - made noises and didn't want to come out at all. She reminded me of Katla when she sat there in her little cave and breathed fire, ''katlagrottan'' as the cave is named in the tale.

And the problem.... She's gone now. We have no idea where she is, we've searched everywhere but no signs of her. Kirke is still around, still shy but around at the usual places, but Katla is completely gone. She hasn't even eaten today before she went hiding, so that makes us worried sick. We are sure we did close the hallway door, so she couldn't have gotten out in the coldness outside but.... We're still rreeeaaalllyyyyy worried for that even though we know it's not possible..... goddamn...... KATLA, WHERE ARE YOU?!?! ;;;_____;;; She has been missing for 7 hours now! How will we possibly sleep tonight?! ;_; ;_; ;_;

2012-01-02 @ 23:41:10 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Congratulations

Happy birthday to my little sis Malie who turns 12 years old today! We celebrated her

with breakfast on bed: shrimp sandwhich and hot chocolate (and a cupcake candle ofc) ♥

2011-12-23 @ 10:56:23 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (3) Trackbacks ()

Christmas tree

Been offline from internet for a little little while. Me and my boyfriend has been moving stuffs and packing up since we just moved from a appartment to a house! It has five rooms and a kitchen and ofc - a bathroom. And the basement with a washing room and such stuff we don't really count as rooms to live in.

It's still a bit messy, but I promise to show u guys the house whenever

it's done. Here is the christmas tree, the first thing I threw myself over :D

2011-12-18 @ 19:12:58 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

A little piece of heaven

Toast and hot chocolate melts my heart

2011-12-16 @ 10:10:11 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (3) Trackbacks ()

Brain shutdown

How the hell is it possible for me to stay sleepy when I've just slept for 11 hours straight?!

Pic not related. That's just me, eating bread dipped in condensed milk ♥

2011-12-13 @ 11:49:30 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

How to keep warm this winter

I've ordered new art stuff, I can't wait for God to find my old ones! Shame though,
new stompfers are the worst to work with... But anyway: Here's a tip for you guys

2011-12-08 @ 10:30:02 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Wishlist from Prinsessankawaii.se

I found this webshop last month, and even though the name really wasn't my style, I totally fell for most
of the clothes in there. Holy hell, I fell so hard! I really don't know what's going on with my sense of style...

One day I want cute babydollclothes and on another day I want clothes as a typical synth/industrial electrogoth and on the third day I want to dress up as a boho chic a'la MK Olsen. It's mostly ending up with something between everything, so I just look wierd really

Anyway: Here's a link to the webshop I found. Hope u guys enjoy it as well as I did ♥
http://prinsessankawaii.se (Gott folk. Detta är min önskelista ifrån webshopen. Köpköpköp)

Ok, det var väl lite väl stundens hetta med björndressen längst ner, men mina
absoluta favoriter är döskalletröjan och den röda klänningen så jatack ni älskar mig ne?

2011-11-28 @ 10:02:12 Permalink 9' in the afternoon Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()